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Saturday, May 30, 2009
[iv] Went to work, never came back.
Ecstatic. Enthralled. Elated. I was jumping with joy filled in my head everytime my childhood best friend call. We shared so much stories about each other as he has already moved to Australia for his work. I still remembered the day I sent him to the airport, that was the last time I could actually feel his warm loving hugs and soft pink lips on my cheeks. It has already been 5 years since I have seen him. He actually promised me that he will come back home every year just to see me. However, since he called the other day, I felt downcast by his latest news. My heart fell like broken pieces of shattered glass. Tears clumped up in my eyes when he told me that he was getting married to a girl there at Australia. I literelly fell from the side of my bed and hit my head on my dressing table and left me unconcious there. I did not know how long I have been feeling this way now. Until now, I never received any calls from him. I quickly made the sleekest decision to make myself feel better, I called up Peter from work. Unfortunately, he is gay so he might not be the best help but it would make me feel a little better I suppose.
"It is really obvious that you actually have feelings for John. I would not think you would realise that yourself. Right?" asserts Peter.
"I totally do not! I do not agree with you at all! How could you do this to me? You were supposed to help me!" I squealed back at him. I could feel the blood rushing through my face.
I was intensly disturbed these days. I have not been performing my full ability to everything I do. I suddenly had a decision to make. Maybe Peter was right, maybe I am in love with John but how do I tell him? How do I show him that it is true? I was lost. My brain is blocked by these things, I could not think. It felt like all the veins in my brain are going to burst any second and my skull felt like it has broke into half. Try hitting your head on the wall, that is it! I felt really numb and I could not seem to move. Soon, I made the decision to just go to John's wedding and come back like nothing happened. I was assuring myself that I had to forget about it. It is all in god's hands.
The day I came back, I was suddenly appalled when I got a call from one of my costumers. He needs to come over, so I quickly got up and cleaned the whole place up. I was not in the mood at all but since he is my very valued customer and I have been with him for a long time so I just did it anyways. As we were having our talk, I was amazed at the beauty of this guy's eyes that I never had the chance to glimpse at everytime. I was mesmerized and I got lost in his eyes. I can see that he was very well into me as well as he started to slid his hands around my hips and as he gets closer and closer, that is when I became high. The next morning, as I open up my eyes and the ray of light seek in through my eyelids, I found myself on bed with Timothy, my costumer last night. We started to get in a lot of fun and we got closer and closer and so much closer, that after a few years with each other, we decided to get married. I was a little astonished myself and I did not think this would be happening but I think it is just fate. As we were planning our wedding, I suddenly remembered about John. I immediately decided to invite him to my wedding because as best friends you should be there for each other.
After all were settled, it all came to my wedding day. I was awaiting everybodys arrival but I was more that excited to meet John on my wedding day. As the day arrives, I had no call nor a message from John, I have not even seen him here and it is already my wedding day. I was full much devastated. I teared up for awhile but I had enough comfort from Peter and Timothy to continue this event. So I did, with all my heart, I do love Timothy but that does not mean that I am not interested in John at all. I was still awaiting for his arrival. I looked out every minute just to check if John would arrive. I called and texted him but I had no answer. I soon thought that, since John had been so busy with work he never comes back. Furthermore, he is already married and that increases the chance of him forgetting me and never coming back at all. After my wedding day, I had been very depressed on the inside although I am very thrilled with Timothy as my husband. I could not forget this mixed of feelings I have until John really comes back.